Running away has always been an option, but you’re too scared to actually do it. You don’t seem to fit in and feel so out of place but you can’t fix it. You know you don’t belong here anymore. Life is slipping away and there’s nothing you can do about it. Life is short and you want to find something more because it will be over before you know it. Even though loneliness overwhelms you yet you want to try to get away from everyone. The fake smile on your face, trying not to reveal the hidden pain inside, works for awhile until someone see through to your true feelings. They ask, but you lie and say everything’s all right, because you know no one understands and they never will. It gets to the point where your life turns into the same repeating rhythm, but you don’t do anything about it because you don’t have a purpose in life. No one cares about you, and you feel so alone. But even if they did care, you would tell them to leave you alone because you don’t want their sympathy. And at the same time you are dying for their attention. Do you fear that you are just going to break one of these days and there won’t be anyone to save you? You just don’t know what to do anymore . . .?

Just realize that you are not alone. Even though you think it would be impossible for other people to feel the way you do, everyone feels like this at one point in their life. Some more than others. But you have to hold your head high and keep wishing for a better day. It seems like it will never come but eventually it will. When you feel like this just remember you’re not the only one. Be thankful for what you do have because there is always someone else that has got it worse than you.