I just wanna…

I just wanna…

I just wanna make you happy, I try and try,

but all I get from you,

is hatred. You wanted me to be,

all that I could be and better,

I tried showing you that,

but you wouldn’t see.

All you did was look

right past me.

You made me feel invisible,

so I acted invisible.

The more I slipped,

the more you noticed me,

the more you hated me.

I try, and try to make you happy.

But it just never works,

Whatever I do right is never enough.

Whatever I do wrong is like murder to you.

So, you will have to get over the fact,

that one day I will not be here anymore,

for you to torment me and yell at me.

I am going to grow up,

I am going to leave here,

I am going to be someone

that you never let me be.

You will then see,

how good I am,

how much you didn’t see,

that I am a better person.

That I can be way more,

than you ever saw in me.